Tiny Glass Fragments- being pieced back together

in recovery from an eating disorder, and eleven weeks pregnant.

I love Audrey Hepburn films, Starbucks Frappucinos and creative writing.

yesterday I cried for about 2 hours because my head hurt (and of course the longer I cried the more I began to wallow and list everything that was wrong in my life “I don’t have any frieeends” etc)

and then I watched Return of the King only it should have been called Lord of the Rings SOBFEST because I got teary when they lit the beacons of Gondor, I got teary when Faramir’s dad basically tells him to fuck off, I got teary when Merry and Eowyn ride into battle, I got teary when Eowyn kills the Nazgul king, I got teary when Theoden dies, I got teary when Aragorn summons the dead.

So basically yeah what with all my crying and how annoying i am when I’m asleep, I am going to DIE ALONE.

3 months ago
  1. beautifulasastatistic said: the lord of the rings film adaption was the best thing to happen to filmic adaptions of books. and i love the books. but an audio-visual experience of middle earth. with aragorn. and arwen. MENAGE A FUCKING TROIS svp.
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